never..

never, ever, that i'm gonna let you touch me again
blame myself for being one of your offer

stay, please, stay away from me
I don't want to know anything about you anymore, it's hard enough though, but how the fuck can i get over you faster when you're around me? just one fucking word you wrote, every song you listen to makes me think of million things about you. I blame myself for this, but baby, I want to be gone from you. I hope one day you will realize how douchebag you were to me, you have had one more chance, and you blew it, you are all the same. you need to know how I feel and it hurts so much that I can't take it anymore. I go. I'm nothing for you at all, just a toy in your bed. My words don't mean a thing to you.

There is so much more in life I haven't seen that I'm waiting to see.
Fuck the past and move on. the past will always be the past. It's never too late, but it could make it too late, later. and im making it too late for you. don't come back, chances has been used.

hey!

sooo I guess this is my new blog. yes, I am pretty bored. I think I'm gonna remake the layout sometime.
I haven't done blogs in a few years.. It's not like I feel like blogging again..oh well okay I do, then why the hell am I here then? Do you know the feeling that you want to become addicted to a new site? yeah I'm trying to find new sites lol.

I'm laying here in my bed, waiting to see what is gonna happen next week. Plans in next weeks that I'm looking forward to are;
- Starting a new school project
- Starting a new job
- 18th birthday party

and probably some more than I don't know yet :)

This weekend has been damn boring. I actually had plans, but I'm feeling so lazy that I can't get my body out of my bed, haha! what a shame.
I bought a graphic tablet and started vectoring again. So it's a good thing to spend time with when you have nothing to do. Vexels has been my interest for so long, it's not like my best skill but I like doing things that takes 24 hours in front of my computer (what a geek)

I'm listening to John Butler Trio, hehe, just discovered him. I kinda like his songs! (and thanks Daniel to scrobbled him on his last.fm haha)

well I'm gonna stop here, it's 07.42am in the morning, I fell asleep around 24pm last night. I don't know why I feel so fresh at 6am in the morning. I might get back to sleep later.
Oh can someone make a good breakfast for me? breakfast in bed!

xx lis